I don't remember writing this...and that's what's scary about what is happening in my life, I often find things that I apparently wrote but have no idea what it is about. I am going to get help, even if it means...these forums have been such an eye opener for me...I have a question though... is it possible to read other peoples posts and trigger some kind of phycosis in yourself...I noticed yesterday that as I was reading one of the posts I started to become drained and shaky...anyway thankyou all.

Mystry