I plan on having a open conversation tonight when he gets off work, no fighting, no yelling. I just dont have it in me anymore. I truly believe hes gotten the best of me on this one. All the signs are surfing in my brain. Either its me accepting reality or paranoia- with good reason though. Also the thought of my baby being affected by this is terrifying. He he risked me and his baby like that I will probably flip.
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