Squiggle - I am so sorry you are feeling so stressed waiting for your therapist to respond to you.

It is so hard when we find ourselves in the position of finally trusting in and opening up to others. I find myself wondering if my therapist already senses my transference issues and is sitting back waiting for the day I will be ready to address them. Maybe your therapist has been waiting on this with you.

Don't beat yourself up for your e-mail. What you expressed to her had to have been your true feelings. Therapists strive for the day where we can get to this point wih them.

My wish for you is that you find peace in knowing that you opened up to her in a way that, at the time, you felt was something you needed to do.