Hi Helley:

I'm sorry you are going through so much right now. Are you seeing a therapist? I have found that in difficult times it's really helped me to talk to someone and gain a fresh perspective. Keep looking for a job--you will find the one that is right for you. I understand about your husband--I was in a similar situation and we ended up getting divorced but are still friends. It's so difficult when you love someone and feel like they no longer want you. If you feel like contacting your boyfriend, you should--leave him a message telling him that you are concerned about him and that you just want to know he's okay.

I know it all seems overwhelming right now but things will get better. Keep posting here and try to get outside every day for a walk. I have to force myself to do this a lot of times, but I always feel better afterward. I hope you feel better soon.

Much love,

Reader