This is a very difficult situation and I'm sorry you are stuck in it. being in that house, retraumatized, when no one believes you is awful. No wonder you are hurting so bad.

What has your T said about telling your parents? If you do want to try to tell them again, it might be best to do it in the T's office. But you'll have to weigh the pros and cons of telling them, how it might help or hurt your current situation. I'm sorry things are so hard right now. I hope the new referrals are helpful to you.