The last several days have been really rough. I'm still trying to get through yet another failed relationship and episode of depression. Last December the man who said he wanted to marry me ended the relationship suddenly. He said he wanted us to just be friends. I've gone through the anger and the feeling of rejection, but now, I'm missing him terribly. I haven't heard from him in a few weeks and it's killing me. I've tried contacting him but he hasn't responded.

I think this trauma has rendered my meds ineffective. I started taking them in early January and I'm yet to see any significant change. So I'm still struggling to get out of bed in the mornings and to do the things I need to do daily. My friends and family have been supportive, but right now I'm feeling really lonely and crappy.