That was a great first reply from your T...short but meaninful...and she said she will write more later! I hope this helps and shows you that ALL of your feelings are valid.

I do agree with you about the one-sided bond...I understand this isn't SUPPOSED to be how it is, or maybe it is normal to feel this...BUT, I do feel like my T is a bit more professional then I would like him to be sometimes and this makes me feel like my "love" and connection is all on my end. It does make me feel crazy most of the time...but I''m working on it with my T a lot.