Hi ~ Please don't hurt yourself. I've been where you are. they have alcoholics anonymous all over the world. If you're sick and tired of being sick and tired, go to a meeting!!! They will welcome you with OPEN ARMS!!! They will help you to quit drinking -- they will walk the walk with you. I drank HEAVILY for 20 years - and I just plain quit with the help of AA. It wasn't that hard - I promise you!! They were there for me the whole way.
Please - call them and/or go to a meeting. This is your life we're talking about! God doesn't WANT you to die now. Your life is a gift - don't waste it. Call them please! God bless you - and if you want to talk, let me know. Hugs, Lee
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