Lexi honey hang in there and go to food shelves etc. Just be honest. There is no shame. I am going on Tue to apply for foodstamps. I cobraed my health insurance to the tune of 1,500 so I could keep my daughter covered till the end of her hospitalization. You will be okay. So many people would be glad to help if they knew. Do you have local community action agencies? I know you will be okay but the stress has to stink. Good luck.