I just can not stop crying, am in so much pain. I am having some kind of crisis in my life, the past few weeks. I can't bear this and on top of everything, my new therapist stood me up this week. And all I got for all my trouble setting up the appointments, going in every week, opening up, was some meds and a months worth of sleeping pills which, even when they were being prescribed, I knew I was going to want to take in one sitting. Now I'm stuck and I hate every minute of this, including these stupid doctors who can't even keep track.
I can not even remember the last time things were normal and I can't think straight, I feel frantic. When I read about other people on here's experiences it is inspiring but it is like a fairy tale. I will email back eventually to reschedule but at the moment it's too frustrating to even contemplate. Thanks for the suggestion about taking a break- I think that is a wise idea. I wish I could physically just pick up all my memories and put them in the trash.