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I never liked people my own age. Guess still being like a kid and wanting to be older than I really am. 17, an I wanna be 20-something. So I cant hang out with the people I'd like to, they dont want to talk to me cause I'm young. So I never really got close enough to anyone for them to be there for me. Not that I can be there for anyone else, why should I expect that from them. I ask too much.
Ehh..I dont know. I think I'm better on my own than with the influence of others. I dont mind too much anyway.
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Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
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