hey

i would like you people to share with me how it is to lose time.

I am very used to day dreaming most of my life...yet when for a while, i was diagnosed with DID (Then T went back to PTSD diagnosis)

I can remember that the days - especially as a kid - seemed to me FAR MORE LONGER than it really was according to my normal "conscious timeline." According to what i knew that i did.

So it seems that i can lose myself completely in day dreaming when doing something, and then it seems like it was 5 or 10 minutes but its a whole hour...

But these days, (today) when i sit and do work and then lose concentration (it seems like floating in a gray fog) when i try to recall what the heck i was doing ALL THIS TIME - i see myself stretching with body movements and a mood that is not mine...but very happy and belongs to a rather masculine personality.