1st off I want to welcome you to our forums, I feel every bit of compassion for you, of the childhood that was stolen from you. I can relate in every sence to what you have been feeling and will probably continue to feel for the rest of your life, ANGER. A million things have ran threw my mind of which way I could hurt him or how I could save the other little girls, including the two little girls he had two years after my mother threw him out. my molestation began when I was 9. not a day goes by that I don't think about it. cases such as yours can take many years. it's sounds like it is very hard for you to even look her in the face. there is still the pain and the thought that she could've somehow saved you and prevented all the suffering, you have endored. my heart goes out to you b/c to go threw as much as you have and the therepy you have probably recieved. to hear something so hurtful from the someone you have tried to forgive for so long.takes you to requestion the begining. yes, he should've gone to jail!!! no child should ever have to go threw that... severing all ties with her, I don't believe will make things better. maybe it's time she really heard your VOICE..

Keep posting Alex
*Duchess

When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth & love have always won. there have been tyrants & murderers, and for a time they can be invincible, but in the end they always fall.think of it... always. Mohandas Gandhi...