I am sorry that you are going through all of this pain right now.

Your mother may not have much to give. There is a possibility that if she listened to your pain she may have to tap into some of her own. Regardless, it is sad that she cannot be there for you in the way that a mother should be.

It is good that your house parents are there for you. Unfortunately, you may need to get your mothering from someone else besides your mother.

Take care of yourself. Your mother may not understand, but please know that others do.