((((((Deli))))))

It's nice to see you posting again though I'm sorry it's because of this conflict going on with you. I hesitated to post because I'm not sure what I think you should do, but after reading what velcro wrote, I am feeling an uh-oh feeling about your disclosing to A at this time. Something doesn't seem right about it, and I am not sure if doing it would get you into a mess of more confused feelings, especially since you're at your parents' house now. It seems more appropriate to tell a T, not a friend. Especially not a guy friend because I don't think they're as empathetic as women friends. I know that's a generalization, but I think it's true.

Of course it's YOUR decision, not any of ours here, and it may be that it's something you need to do, and will work out great for you. Too bad we don't have a crystal ball! I wish you luck, and hope that you feel better about all this soon! You said you can see austin-t next week; that's not so far away. Can you call either of them and tell them about being triggered being at your parents' house? Maybe that's the top priority right now.

I'm glad to hear you've still got austin-t and pdoc for support!