Thank you for your response. I have an appointment with my therapist this afternoon. I'm afraid to tell her though. I don't want her to think I need a hospital. I know I need to tell her though; I'm just scared I guess.

I'm sorry that you've felt this way.

I hear you on the stains though. The post-rage clean up took a few hours yesterday. I guess that's the price you pay, eh? My cats seem to be very preoccupied with the hole in the wall though. I'll have to fix that up before my landlord sees.

Thank you for telling me I'm not alone. If you don't mind me asking, are our diagnoses the same or similar?