I'm soo sorry. I miscarried when I was 16 and I know that it is the worst thing to have ever happened to me. I wish no one else ever had to go through that. I know it hurts. The only thing that has ever made it better for me is throwing myself into a cause. Helping people or just talking with friends may really help you. I know it helps me. I know I'm repetitive, but I'm really sorry for what happened, and I'm here if you need someone to talk to