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Originally Posted by splitimage
I screwed up pretty bad and have been drinking for about a week. I finally stopped ysterday and am feeling pretty bad physically, and for relapsing.
I do know what triggered it, but bottom line I just wanted to be drunk more than I wanted to be sober.
This is stupid - I know I'm loads better off sober than drunk & I can't afford to screw up my new job.
Going to drag myself to a meeting tonight.
So I guess it's starting over at day one yet again for the umpteenth time.
--splitimage
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Every day we wake up we are starting at day one and going forward. Each day is a fresh opportunity for good things. I thought this morning as I hauled my aching body out of bed about how I didn't want to get up but the alternative, to fall back into bed, would have made my physical pain worse. So I got up and got moving. You can do this. I have faith in you. I send you
