You sound a lot like I used to be. I was going out with this woman and all I'd do is think of her day and night and never thought of anything else. I loved every waking moment with her, but couldn't stand to have her out of my sight. It sounds like you are have been very obsessive about this woman that you met online.

I'm not sure about the other stuff, though. I love horror movies and no matter how depressed or how well I seem I can still watch the goriest of movies. Maybe you're just changing and you are having trouble adjusting to that. You never know. I used to have lots of friends, go out every weekend, and have lots of fun but now I've changed and sometimes wish I hadn't. I don't have too many friends now, barely go out and don't seem to have fun like I used to. Things are just different.

Hang in there. Things will get better.