I understand what ur try 2 tell me. The thing is ive been robbed of that feeling to smile back. ITs not neccessarily self confident issues. Its more like a feeling of mistrust (due to the lack of understanding and the fact that most ppl around here talk negatively, which creates false rumors and accusations.) ALso, my negative symptoms make me appear coldharted and just an asshole. In reality, Im a real cool dude, and I do got a heart, but many different negative events that Ive fought through (including my p sz) have hardened my self 2 a point where I am conditioned to withstand much pain. The ppl that do actually know me know that im not the monster or weakling most ppl here portray me as...