Thank you for caring. Thank you for your prayers. I want to explain that the loss of which I spoke is not a "death". But rather people dearest to my heart leaving to go far away. People with whom I spent every day. My beautiful, beloved children. I wish my heart was stronger so the grief would not be so overwhelming. Thank you for caring. I do so appreciate it. I am sorry if I was misleading in using the word loss. It surely was not my intention to do so. For me it is a deep and tremendous loss. The grief is sometimes overwhelming as I contend with it alone.