I think I'm addicted to this site or something. Maybe it's the fact that there are so many wonderful people here, too. Yes, all of you are WONDERFUL! A lot of the time I could care less about people in general but it seems like I can't leave. I'm worried about everyone here and can't stand it if I missed somebody in crisis or somebody who needed me. I want to help everyone here. I want to give myself to all of you here...more of myself than I had ever thought possible. If I could, I'd take everyone into my home and we could all live in harmony together! I know, not very realistic but that is how much I value and love each and every one of you!

When I get up in the morning I can't wait to get online to help you guys get through your rough times. It's almost like that part of me I thought I lost a long time ago is given back to me each time I come here. Does that sound crazy? The more I give of myself to the people here, the better I feel. The people that know me IRL tell me I'm selfish, but if I can't wait to help people out when they need it, how can I be selfish? You guys have given me something that words cannot express. I guess you could say you've given me myself back at times. You've made me feel a part of something again, like I am wanted and needed again, like I have a purpose again. I just wanted to tell you all that.

You all are my best Christmas present ever.

Take care, hang in there, and be kind to yourselves, as you all deserve it.