Thanks Kitty004567,

I just worry now that I have lost her. I know you think she just need time to process everything I had said.

I just don't know what to do now. All I wanna do is cry. I have not ever been this upset in a long time over someone.

I hope writing my email to her was ok? I wrote it and then saved it, read it and added to it. Re-read it and sent it. Was this ok? Was it a bad thing? I just don't know

Why did this happen today I am seeing my CPN later today well in 12 hours time