awww kacey.... i wish i could jump through the screen and give u a big fat HUG.!
this is soo sad but, at the same time, with every loss, we usually gain something else, who knows what good is waiting for you on the other side of this pain? you never know, really... sometimes things fall apart so other things in life can fall together...try not to feel completley hopeless..idk if u feel this way? but, i certainly feel for you and how difficult it can feel to be abandoned by your T, to watch them change, and give you less support when you feel you need it. good luck kacey.
it will all work out dear, try to be HOPEFUL. and make sure u give yourself the credit for joining therapy in the first place, that in itself, takes a lot of courage, be gentle with yourself, give yourself a pat on the back, and make sure you find some support as you have to make the transtion out of therapy.