we work together, we spend 18-20 hrs a day together. At first i was afraid he might have got sick of me so i ask him if i should transfer to a different work place and us spend less time together. THe problem is he don't really have a life. He don't really have any family. He just moved here a year ago and met me. So far i'm the only friend/family/girlfriend he has. So he's kinda clingy. when not spending his time with me, he don't have anyone to hangout with. So yeah, he has no problem of us spending that much time together because if he's not with me, he don't know what else to do to kill the time.

i tried to let this go and focus more on myself but i can't because he's always around, and his uncaring-not-interested-in-me-as-much-anymore attitude is also always around. and it hurts.

I actually already asked my boss to transfer me without letting him know. i just told him they made me and i have no choice. I'm affraid i might hurt his feeling so i lied to him. But i want to be able to actually miss him, and him missing me. And i want to get my mind off this relationship and focus on other things in my life a little more.