Thank you so much for your support and encouragement. It was a very trying day. With time and distance I am thinking more clearly and feeling less distressed and defeated.

I did manage to get to the drs office to deal with the forms. A few more glitches later and I am still without forms. Maybe tomorrow. Oh and one is going to cost you a fee. Geesh people!! If I had money would I be applying for financial assistance? The world is crazier then me and that is what makes me so crazy. lol.

I was too late for the mental health office so I will try tomorrow. Just as well in case my adjusted plan doesn't wash either. I didn't need any more bad news today.

Thanks again everyone.

((((((kitty))))))) thank you for your important reminder.
((((((merlin))))) thank you for your encouragement.
((((((tsuna)))))) and ((((((trippen))))) thank you for your prayers.

(((((((all of you))))) thank you for making me feel okay about sharing my less glamourous moments. It is helpful to talk about these experiences. To connect with others who have similar experiences and to gain from your wisdom. It helps to cut into my sense of panic and it helps to keep me from letting things spiral too far out of control.

I will be a little more prepared before I head out again tomorrow on this rediculous but necessary 'mission of the forms'. The road is not as impossible as it seemed for a while there today. I will try again to make it all the way through the journey.