well, you didn't mention seeking help for this. you just made up your mind and acted upon it. do you think it might help if you talked to a T? i understand everything you said about difficulty, but you've never had menopause or suffered through all of the difficulties of it. women have it very hard when it comes to hormones. men don't experience what we have to live through. are you perfect and easy to live with? i'd seek some help, myself, before i just chucked it all and left. xoxox pat