It's not as though I'm really upset about anything. There's no reason. I just don't want to go anywhere or see anyone. I had to put myself to bed before. The muscles in my face are sore from frowning so hard. I was moaning cos I was in so much pain. It's only a few hours until christmas and I don't even want to go anywhere or see my family tommorrow. I would prefer to just lay here on the floor.