Yes I think I know what you mean. I don't have much money and I want to be able to give a child a good life. Not a life where they are always going without. I certainly want to be a good mum but can't see how I would be. I can't even work more than 10 hours a week. Being a parent is like having a full time job and more.
About telling the pdoc.... Maybe I will start writing down the really bad days so that I can tell her when I go there. I do forget so much because my life is so full of bad days sometimes.