Thanks Mgran
I am overwhelmed and glad that I have actually inspired someone!
Frankly I didn't think I would get through this, and I'm still not quite there yet but strangely enough I seem to be coping better than I thought I would. And it was so encouraging to hear from my bf who is overseas at the moment as I miss him dreadfully...at least he hasn't forgotten me.
As for the situation about my husband its surprising how many people out there are replying to me to say the same thing has happened to them - so it's nice to know I'm not alone there as well.
I'm going for another job interview today so fingers crossed I might get this one!
Don't worry about having a relapse, sometimes we all do and if we do we need to reach out to our support team - whether it's friends and/or close relies, whoever. They will support you if you let them know you're not travelling well. But somehow I get the feeling you are stronger than you think so just go with the flow and see what each day brings you.
I know I certainly am at the moment!
Bye for now