Hi (((((MUE)))))
You have been doing so great with getting through everything right now. I am so proud of you.

I'm going to try to make sense, but I don't know if it will. If it doesn't (or you don't like what I say), feel free to toss it out. Please keep this separate from whether or not you should share, this is more like after you have shared.

My understanding of your group is that it is about the interaction at the time of T and what is going on in the room. So it seems like part of working in this group is making sure that you get what you need from the group. You said that after you share, someone replies, and then often someone replies about the reply and so the topic does not stay on what you have shared. Maybe (after you have shared) part of the skills to learn in the group is how to say (not necessairly in these words), wait a minute, I still need something. I need you to acknowledge what I have shared and give me feedback. This would then be about your interaction with the group. It would give you the attention you seem to need that right now you are not getting. Part of group discussion if you want to get your topic in is knowing how to manipulate the discussion in a way that you don't get run over by others and their needs. (I personally suck at this).

So as I said at the beginning, I don't know if this makes sense to you, or if it resonates, but I had been thinking and so thought I would throw my .02c.

I hope that you have a good session. Take gentle care of yourself. You have been so busy doing things. Remember to take time for yourself.