backandfourth - Im glad im not the only one who feels this way! You're completely right about it feeling weird NOT to verses feeling weird TO do it. It's like when I was here, around these same people doing these same things, I delt by cutting. Now...I don't. It's just plain weird.

JustBen - I am home on break, and I should be back to school soon. Thanks.

You're right backandfourth its like when we put ourselves back in that environment its like our brain goes back to the way it used to think in that same environment. I smoke here, and I never smoke at university. I would cut here, but I refrain from cutting at university. It's all kinda weird.

Thanks everyone for the support and replies!