I am sorry you are feeling bad. Do you have a therapist or a good friend you can call to vent all this out?

You aren't alone. Sh** happens all the time. My husband is having a crappy time lately, his car died and will cost $6000 to fix, and a bunch of stressful things are going on for him at work, which in turn stresses me out which makes my symptoms flare up a little and then he has to worry about me.

Anyway, I don't know you but I bet you are strong enough to get through this. Keep posting.