Thanks, everyone....

Unfortunately, group T was terrible tonight. Just terrible.

I left feeling worse than ever about group.....just soooo yucky. And it wasn't even about me disclosing anything or sharing anything.

It had a lot to do with my frustration about what I raised in this thread...but not being able to get myself to address it...and then with the 2 new group members being women...and them bring up sexual issues....and it just made me feel SO YUCKY....

And the worst part is that these are other clients of T...and it brings up that ugly green monster that tells me how T has all these other intimate relationships with so many other people in the room...and it just makes me feel so small and insignificant....and even though I know better - especially after all the threads I've read here about this very topic - it doesn't help that they are all in one room with me....and talking about intimate stuff...and it's just YUCK...

I hated every minute of the session and don't ever ever ever want to go back. I don't want to see T either. I hate therapy.