I just noticed that this thread has over 900 views. WOW! That is alot. I guess this topic is of interest to many on here. I think more of us struggle with our feelings for our therapists than we like to admit.

This is where PC is helpful to so many. We can come on here and find just about anything that we are struggling with. Someone on here has gone through that, or is going through it. It helps to know that we are not alone.

I feel like a tremendous weight has been lifted since confessing this to my therapist. It was one of the hardest things I have done in therapy so far. I told her that if I can admit this, and talk with her eye to eye about it...I can talk with her about anything! I don't think there is anything more embarrassing than telling your therapist "I have sexual fantasies about you!" Crap! that is really hard when you are seeing a Christian female therapist and you are female as well!

She was very poker face through it all. She stayed in her professional mode the entire time. Never once made a face like "Ewe, you are a sicko! I don't ever want you back in my office again!"

And get this, my pastor and worship pastor are in the offices right next door to hers! Yikes! I am always freaked out that they may overhear our sessions! She uses some kind of noise machine outside her door. I hope that blasted thing works! It is embarrassing enough to see them as I walk past their doors into her office. I sure as heck don't want them to overhear my personal stuff that I discuss in her office.