Hey all. I missed most of the school in January and the beginning of February cause I was ill and then I had an overdose. I'm on a reduced timetable and I find it hard to get to school and do my work and I'm constantly panicking because I've missed so much and have to catch up.

Then my dad told me that he and my mum were planning to go and see my head of year at school and see if I can repeat the year. I broke down in tears and said I didn't want to repeat the year. This is my last year of secondary school and there's so much pressure and I need and want to get into college but my attendance is not that good. I've only got 11 weeks left of school then the exams start.

I just so do not want to repeat the year, I've done so much already and I don't want to be left behind and I won't even have any friends if I do. I'm just really scared now, and it doesn't help the pressure on me. There's a half-term coming up and I'm going to try and go back to school full-time but I feel like I'm all alone with mountains of work and I have minimal encouragement from my parents. It's just really hard.

Sorry for being so ranty!