im tryng not to carry a hard heart please believe me when i say that. but its hard. i wake up feeling low,feeling that no matter what i've done it was for nothing. that no one really has cared about what i've gone through and how i feel. and i carry this daily. i dont have a doctor and im not on meds because i cant afford health insurance. and its scary because i know im in a bad place emotionally and it was before this break up wit the girlfriend. i feel caged inside and im starting to get scared