I`ve been venting about the relationship im in for quite some time but i feel like one of the major reasons i stay is because i dont feel good about myself and i dont tend to attract to kinds of guys that i want. my bf is a good guy but the challenges he faces on a daily basis with sz have put such a strain on the relationship that i just want to give up and be alone and take care of my own issues because i have a lot. One of my major issues is that I feel like no one else will love me. Right now me and my bf are in different cities for school and he makes less and less time for me and i already feel unloved and unimportant to him as it is so in a way it feels like being with him is pointless. I dont know if this lull in the relationship will go away and its just temporary or if it will get worst. I do my share of messing up in the relationship but apolojize to him and correct my actions. but he rarely tries to make a mends for his short comings and he has a nervous break down and Has stopped talking to me when i point out things he could have done differently. Im so tired of the relationship I just wish i could have the courage to leave. I dont believe i will ever have the relationship i want with him for so many reasons. How can i build a better self esteem, feel good about myself and attract the type of men that i want to be with?