Thanks, Tree...

Yes, I did ask for what I needed. I don't know what to think of it, really. *sigh*

I'm not sure I would consider taking a break from group, because then everyone else will have developed their relationships - and coming back in would be so difficult for me - like I'd be messing up their dynamic and coming in would be disruptive.

For the moment, I'm just sitting with my feelings and will try to get the courage to talk through it with T tomorrow. Maybe that conversation will help pave the way to making a decision. Of course, I know he's biased because he's a strong advocate for group T - and it's his business - so I'm not even sure he's the right person to talk to about it. Then again, he's supposed to be working in the best interest of me during my sessions and not for his business. *sigh*