cap, it took courage for you to reach out to us.  i know it was difficult for you to reach out but you took courage "by the horns" and did it!!! thank you so much for trusting us enough to do it. that's a lot of what this wonderful site-pc-offers us, hope, friendship, caring for each other. i hope you'll share more when you feel comfortable doing so. we are always here for you, my friend. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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