Has anyone ever just packed up, and moved across country to get away from the people in their life? I'm trying to decide if this would be good for me, or if I would be even lonlier than I am now. It's starting to become apparent that the people I've chosen to have in my life do not make me happy. I was just ditched by 2 of my friends on Christmas, my other friend is with his family (since we used to date, and I still need him as my friend, I've stopped even thinking about dating other guys), I don't really have a family (I barely see my brother and I don't think he'd miss me much if I moved, my mother is a drunk (I apologize if I offend anyone, but it enrages me), I haven't seen "daddy" since last year when I caught him spying on my bro and I trying to fix my car. I can't stand the city. People are so rude, even on the holidays. I've always thought that I just needed to toughen up, but now I'm starting to think I just don't belong here. I'm a peaceful, meek human being. All this stuff, these people seem to be jading me. I don't like that at all. They are having their way with me, and it's making me sick.