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Originally Posted by turquoisesea
Oh that's horrible. There is never a 'good why' behind any of this... are you in a position where you are safe from him now? What do you feel you need now, emotionally? Its especially hard dealing with something in the past because we simply can not change it. We can only change our attitudes and current experiences. Again, I'm so so sorry this has happened to you. Do keep us updated - how are you doing today?
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Hi,
Thankyou turqouisesea. I'm not sure If i am safe from him, but somehow today I am being very bugged by his abusive texts. he also said lots of things to myother sister (not his wife) and she passed it on to me, but I was hurt by her insensitivity and asking me detailed questions when I didn't want to relive the trauma.
now i feel like I'm reliving the trauma from him. It wasn't just sexual child abuse. he also emotionally manipulated me, emotionally abused me, used to belittle me, do a lot of things. Get the whole family against me.. all this is coming back.
I feel like if this person had not been a part of our family, I would have had a much better childhood.
Also, I feel emotionally and mentally exhausted.
If you get a chance, Please do read another post of mine that I put up today, its called the Aftermath of revealing childhood sexual abuse Part 2. Its under ABUSE forum. I would really appreciate your input.
Thanks!
