((((((WePow))))))

So sorry that you are feeling bad right now. On the positive side though, T read your email and knows exactly how important it is for you to meet now. He sees and understands your pain, and that's why he offered that appointment for tomorrow, even though he is not sure how well he is going to be. This shows that he is doing everything he can right now. He is with you, he didn't abandon you. I hope thinking that will make you get to a better place soon. You are not alone - he is there with you.

I can hear you though, and it is tough. Sorry you are hurting and dissociating. But hang in there, and try to distract - what coping mechanisms are you using? What is most helpful?

Sending you caring thoughts and hugs.