I have had it. Stress it at an all time high. My boss is an xxxxxxxx and I am ready to quit and head back to California where I at least have a good pdoc and talk doc. If I stay in this job I might as well kill myself. Because they are trying to bring on a new person they have taken my top 9 customers to give a new person a chance to get started. I have invested the last three months into building relationships with my customers and generating revenue for the company only to have another new person come in and reap the rewards of my work. I was better off unemployed and hating life where I had a support system in place. Now I am in a job that I hate, 750 miles from home, with no support system, and all alone. The only thing that is keeping me here is the fact that I signed a promissory note for a sign on bonus that I would have to repay if I left within the first year on the job. I hate this. I hate my life. I just want to quit everything and quit life.

Sorry to vent but I just needed to say what I am feeling somewhere.