@ SakuraLi No doubt, ur right about that. Its just the ones that know that im ill, and attempt to trigger my paranoia and anxiety with negativity. I understand that most ppl are ignorant about my illness let alone myself. However, Im also aware that certain ppl want to get to know me, but they misinterpet my facial expressions and actions, so therefore I seem unapprochable and always aggitated. Its the fear of the unknown. Also, and I know this sounds like delusional thinking, but ppl have found a way to eavesdrop on my conversations of me talkin to my family members. How do I know for sure? Well, the proof Is all around me. I can read pplz by just being aware of my surroundings. I can hear ther saying my personal business and their body language makes it apparent. I only talk to familly and some cool neighbors. So how is they know my personal problems if all the ppl talkin about me havent even met me? But still, im doin me and Ive gotten 2 far 2 give up! U got a good point tho, and thanx for ur comment!