On 1/27/11?? I tried to commit suicide, obviously it didn't work. Anyway my mom found out and on the 31 she took me to St. Mary's Hospital, a place with a psych wing just for teens. Anyway she brought me there and I was admitted for a week.
Now I can't stand it, i'm so stressed, and depressed (even though they put me on Lexapro..I know drugs don't always work but.) and wow does it suck. I keep feeling like I need to go back there ( even though I hated it) and I don't know what to do.
I faked it all to get out of there I said I wasn't suicidal just to get the hell out. I feel like I need to redo it so I can get the help I really need... But I dont know, I guess I just need help... lots of it.