Thank you everyone. The journey continues. More delays but overall some gains. Yesterday was a bust in terms of dealing with the forms. I just stayed quiet yesterday. I made it out today and accomplished more then I had expected.

Last on my list of errands was to fill a script. Without the form from mental health I knew I would have to pay a small dispensing fee but just my luck as of January 1st the insurance was only covering half the costs. So much for meds for a week or so. Fortunately the pharmacist advanced me enough to get me through the week. It could have easily been a meltdown moment but I am feeling sort of numb to it all today. The machine will move in its own time.

I really appreciate all your kind thoughts and words. Your support means a lot.

I can certainly use some good luck to find me soon Byz.

"fit and well to be sick"... well put N. It all feels like a test sometimes. And somedays I would have been fit and well enough to manage events. It all just caught me off guard. I snapped before I knew what was happening. It wasn't a good day for complications.

Yes that is a very good thing Innerzone to be almost through with the paper work. Then the waiting for the next round. I suppose one gets better at this as things get more familiar. I don't know.

I found some really critical mistake on the drs report for one of the applications. I had already caught a mistake and sent it back for correction. Now I find a bunch of conflicting answers and worst of all the big question.... certify disabled? He checked NO. But then he checks UNKNOWN and NOT SURE to questions attached to a YES response. What is he thinking? There is no point in sending in the application if he isn't going to certify me disabled. Its a stupid mistake he will fix but what if I hadn't caught it? Makes me wonder what mistakes he made on the forms sent directly to the ministry that I didn't get a change to proof.