I was sitting here trying to think of things...but I think I tend to just TELL him, so I can't think of anything.

I thought "how much I love him"...but he knows that
I thought "how much I want to be his favorite"...but he DEFINITELY knows that

He knows all of my stories, he knows all of my big feelings for him, he knows how grateful I am that he's my T and that he's teaching me how to live, finally.