Hmm....I guess there are things, parts of my story, I have yet to tell T - but she does know the basic parts and that there's more.....
she knows that I felt from the beginning she would have been someone I could be friends with, if not for the fact she's my T instead....and I want her as my T more than I want her as my friend....
She knows I despise boundaries, but that I respect them....
I think she knows I love her, though I haven't said it....and am not sure I dare.
But I haven't told her of the deepest, deepest desire or dream or whatever it is (a need or a want, I don't know....) that I have had for most of my life.....and I am simply not sure I can tell her, because I know it can't be anyway.....