Thanks, everyone. I do appreciate the constructive feedback, even if it is hard to hear. I know it comes from a place of caring and concern.

Aside from the group situation, which I'm going to talk to T about in my session tomorrow....I started to wonder if my YUCKY feelings about group was more about my own yucky issues and less about the envy of T and his other clients. I'm not entirely sure, but it seemed to resonate when I put two and two together....the topic in group, alone, was triggery for me because of my ex and the crud that went on with him....and all these feelings got stirred up....perhaps, on the surface, I made it about T and group....but inside, it's about something else.

How do you even know? It's like I'm analyzing it after the fact and can't really tell....*sigh*